Busy week.

So today I got to see an intro of the show I will be in tomorrow. I can't tell yet about how I feel about quite an amount of people seeing me on TV. It'd s quite an experience. A huge step in my life. A good step for me, and maybe a light in the darkness for others. You can see the intro >here<.

Here I am with the beautiful Tellus, which will also be present on the show tomorrow. He was just so incredibly nice and friendly. He was a bit stubborn, but that's probably because he felt that I was nervous!

Valentine's Day was this week. We celebrated it by going to the gym! I know, real romantic, right? But they finally started up a gym where I live, and even though my social phobia is giving me such a hard time with it, I enjoy working out, so I'm just telling my mind no. I've got to do this. So I did it, I finally started up after a long break! And it feels great.
We also celebrated by Wouter taking me out on a lovely dinner. He dressed up in a shirt and a tie, and me in a dress. We had 2 courses, wine and ourselves. It was so lovely.
He also gave me this wonderful ring from Nasty Gal, that I absolutely love! I tell the kids at school I can tell them their future. Of course they don't belive me. I also tell them that pink bears with green bow ties exist and go to picnics though, so I guess the question of trust there isn't that weird.

So I've been having a bit of trouble blogging and posting looks on Lookbook.nu, as there is a lot going on, both mentally and physacilly. I really want to get into a routine of going to the gym, and I can tell I'm quite out of shape, so I'm getting tired because of that. My mind also likes screwing around these days, I don't know if it's a lack of vitamins or just a minor setback. I've got a lot of worries and a lot of grudge about all the things I miss out on. And I feel guitly for not appreciating the things I am experiencing. Those days where I get burried under thoughts, I can't really focus about progress. My goal then is to stay more or less on the same line. And to keep my head up..

Im putting in a photo of my Purple Galaxies, since I wore them today! They're just so shiny...

These babies makes me feel happy. I just want to look at them forever.

Tomorrow I'm trying Yoga.Totally random fact to end this blogpost. Wish me luck!
xx
Camilla

Monkey D. Luffy and Chicwish!

So I ordered this skirt from Chicwish quite a while back, unaware of the Chinese New Year. Due to celebration of Chinese New Year, it took quite a while for me to recieve. Which I totally respect, but wish I knew before I ordered. But, the package contained a cute little note saying "Grateful for Camilla, Happy New Year!", and I thought it was so cute that I forgot all about it! Also, the skirt was so comfortable and cute that I instantly put it on and wore it to work today.

The cardigan is from b-young, this is the one I bought yesterday. The white top is from Cubus, the necklace from Vero Moda (at least I think it is). Snood - Kappahl, Skirt - Chicwish, Rainbow Galaxy Leggings - Black Milk, Bracelet - gift, Ring - gift, Topshop, Lita shoes - Jeffrey Campell. 

We're sleeping over at my mom's place today, since I have work tomorrow and it's shorter to walk there when I visit her. And it's a great oppurtunity to see my family, including my little kitty Monkey D. Luffy.

This girl means the world to me. She was born wild, but captured to me by my grandma in my darkest period of life. She was my friend through the hardest year of my life. She is so special, and she has the coolest personality. She sings with me and talks with me, she sleeps in my bed and she drools when she's pat. I hate not having her in my appartment, but she wouldn't be happy there. Neither are we allowed to have animals. And I know she's safer at my mom's place. I just miss her a lot. Isn't she beautiful?
I named her after an anime figure, a pirate that expands like rubber!

I genuinly had a good day, work was good and today I don't have to cook, which is even better, haha!
How was your day? :)

xx
Camilla

Someone told me I have a space addiction

I think my friend is right. Abot the space addiction, that is.. Lately I've been completely in love with everything space or galactic printed. Today's outfit contains space and donuts! 

This top is called Space Donuts! I love it so much, the donuts have colourful sprinkles, haha. I wore it with my Purple Galaxy Leggings and a dark green cardigan from Carlings. The coat is from a local b-young shop, and the snood is from Kappahl. Today, I also put my hair up in a bun, so I could show uff my ear cuff! I absolutely love it. Also wearing the Spike Ring and grandma's bag :) The shoes are Matsumoto's from Nelly.com!

Today, I also bought some presents for Wouter, my boyfriend! I bought him a pair of grey pants and a black coat :

He paired it with a pair of brown "boat-shoes" he bought in Holland and a snood from Kappahl!
Doesn't he look great? :)

Tonight we're having a few friends over for wine and beer. Just a small, cozy get-together! I'm looking forward to it. I bought two bottles of a very nice wine called Canei, it's a bubbly peach wine. It's sweet and fresh, and perfect for a night like this. We also might make some "Rockets", my favourite Dutch drink! I always drink this when I'm in Holland. It's so simple to make yourself too, considering it's only Baccardi Razz and Fanta! Only thing I'm not looking forward to, is the cleaning, haha.
Have a great Saturday, everybody :)

Camilla xx

She looked outside her dark world, a unicorn puked on her legs.

I'm sitting here with a cup of tea and some peanuts, trying to get my warmth back after being outside for a little photoshoot. It's freezing!!!
Todays outfit :

I decided to match my Rainbow Galaxy Leggings with all black, since they are quite the colour explosion!
And I love them being the center of attention. I mixed them with this sweater I got on eBay. It's quite simple, except that it's sort of ripped at the left side. I absolutely love that detail. The bracelets are from Nelly.com, they're black leather with nails. The Spike Ring is from Asos (aswell as the Spike Earcuff, but you can't see I'm wearing it). My grandma gave me this necklace, I don't remember if she told me who it belonged to, but I know it has quite an age! There is a little switch on it, when you use it, a pair of glasses pop out! My uncle told me these are called Lorgnettes! It's absolutely wonderful. I love the black "stone" and the details around it. My shoes are Distressed Lita's from Jeffrey Campbell!

Here's another photo of it. Excuse the fail focus!

Today, all my plans are going to a job party. It's my second one so far at where I'm working. It's quite cozy, the people I work with are all so nice and I feel so comfortable around them. Unfortunately they're not all coming tonight. And I also have no idea what to wear, haha.

Untill then, though, I have nothing to do, I might try to clean a bit! But considering I hate cleaning, I doubt it will be that much. I'm watching my boyfriend playing "Mafia 2" on the xbox at the moment, so I might do that for a while, and we might rent a movie :)

What are your plans this Friday?

Camilla xx

I like Mondays

Why do I like Mondays? I guess Mondays are the worst days for most people. I consider myself quite lucky to work where I work, to the hours I do. Monday is my shortest work day, and I enjoy it that way. At least for now.

Today, a new guy started where I work. I work with children that have to stay at school after school is over, so we mostly do fun activities there. Considering we only have one other male person there, working only a few days a week and for a few hours, the new guy is probably going to get ripped into pieces by the kids. Well, not literally... I think, unless they pull him too much.. Anyways, it was nice.

This is what I wore today:

This weekend, my grandma gave me this wonderful jumper that her great grandma knitted, making this jumper over 65 years old. It has this beautiful purple colour and cute little buttons, and white stripes on the sleeves. She also gave me this old bag she had. I decided to wear it today with my shirt from Asos, simply because I love the big bow. The shorts are also given to my by my grandma, they are actually way too big and most of the time not flattering at all, but I felt quite comfortable in it mixed with the jumper and the shirt. The overknee-socks are bought at a local store called Cubus, and the shoes are Distressed Litas from Jeffrey Campbell! The ring is bought on eBay.

Now I'm going to watch my boyfriend play some games.. Since I promised, and he always does me the favour of watching clothes with me, haha!

Camilla